As I have mentioned in my last post, I'm trying to change and I am, little by little. Of course I still disagree with growing up but I cannot do anything about it. I just don't want to grow up and forget about Allie. I'll be growing up, but Allie won't. I'll be making my own life, but Allie won't. Allie will just stay in the past. He'll continue being young and innocent while all of us will grow and become phonies. Of course I need to grow of but oh boy I don't want to. If Allie doesn't get to grow up then why should I?
The ducks, what do they do during the winter? Do they come back all grown up? Is that what happens? Not just do humans grown but also animals. It's the cycle of life, but it's hard to understand that. What would life be if those who didn't want to grow up didn't? If I didn't grow up then I could stay with Allie, and he wouldn't feel lonely. If we all didn't grow up, then Allie wouldn't just remain in the past. He won't be forgotten. I'll try my best to not forget Allie, and I will live for Allie. I will grow up for Allie because that is probably something he would've liked. I don't want to forget him or else we would all continue our life without even considering Allie's thoughts. But growing up is part of life, and I hope, boy do I hope Allie understands.
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